First kisses can be gross, dull, or embarrassing. Most of the time, it ends up being all of those things at once. It happens and you never speak of it again. Having the first kiss as a teenager or any age reveals the true reality of how life isn't like a movie fantasy. Whether or not, it was a good experience or not. When growing up, Monica would love to watch old movies and yearned for a love like that in her life.
The happily married couple that was obviously in love with each other was something Monica strived for during her days of elementary school and before. That period of her life was ruined, however, when her mother told her, "When you grow up, you'll soon find a man like that and get married.
What she actually wanted was to find her own Morticia Addams rather than her Gomez Addams. It was one of the first moments that made Monica realize that she was different from the "norm. Kissing Nancy was something she would dream about constantly but ultimately accepted that it wouldn't ever happen. Her choosing someone like Steve to date seal the deal for her despite how much it further killed her soul.
So it was to her surprise to see her impossible dream finally come true. Like her birthday came early That was the least of her problems.
But like all dreams, sooner than later As Monica tries to kiss Nancy back, Nancy comes to her senses and pulls herself out of it. Her face was flush red and panted, realizing what she did. Did that just happen? Monica was as speechless as Nancy was. Now she has it and it was as if her bullshit went all away. It didn't but that's what it felt like. I need to sleep. Long day. But Nancy grabbed her hand by instinct. I mean Can you come up here? I don't want to be alone.
